And I am war after ten years of fighting   I am there after every time you hear bad news   I am not a flame with seven years of lighting    And I need you just like they do   I am windows breaking in the airplanes   Where nothing comes out quite how it was meant to   I am what you're feeling in your neck veins      Did you get to feel him near?   Did you get too fond of losing sleep my dear?      I am more invisible than you could ever be   I am what you wanted and you're everything I need   If you think I'm so terrible than you are not aware see   I am better this way      I am what you're feeling when you're nervous   I am what you're hearing when you walk away   But better music is giving me a purpose   (And we want this so bad)   You are the only thing that just might save me   Oh the thought of it just makes me crazy   Why did you have to be so persuading?      Did you get to feel him near?   Did you get too fond of losing sleep my dear?       I am more invisible than you could ever be   I am what you wanted and you're everything I need   If you think I'm so terrible than you are not aware see   I am better this way      You've got to get away   You're running after your name   I think I'll do the same   And get you out of this town      I am more invisible than you could ever be   I am what you wanted and you're everything I need   If you think I'm so terrible than you are not aware see   I am better this way      I am better this way