First time that I saw you  You were standing in the hall  You said you knew everything  But I knew you knew fuck all  There were tremors in your cheekbones  There was longing in your eyes  But I thought I smelt a nameless fear  Buried in your thighs  You crucified me    Do you see  That you crucify me    I crouched down in the hallway  You huddled on the step  There were shadows in the alcove  We were way out of our depth  There was thunder in the hallway  There was lightning at the gate  Electric storms flashed through the walls  In fixed and fluid states  And crucified me    Do you see  That you crucify me    Now and then I call your name  And now and then it's clear  Baby you can call in vain  Even though you're near  You were cloaked in your depression  Like a widow in her veils  How could we begin to think  That we could ever fail  You crucified me    Do you see  That you crucify me    First time that I saw you  You were standing 'gainst the wall  You swore I knew everything  But you knew I knew fuck all.