In better days I've been known to listen  I go to waste all my time is missing    I'm mapping out my ending,  it's never gonna happen now  These things are condescending  with everybody backing down    You pray to stars that can help you get by  And all at once you forget to try    I'd go there if you let me,  they're never gonna find me now  My life is always empty  and in and out of doubt    Your not coming back for me, these things they will never be  I'm so used to being wrong, so put me where I belong    I'll get back to you,  God knows I try,  but I still lose  And I get back to you,  these days run by,  but I still lose      Angels say they can make you suffer  They give and take like a vicious lover    When all this loses meaning,  You'll never want it back somehow  Awake but still I'm dreaming  And never waking up    Alone...Where I'm not alone