[Verse 1:]  In my hands I hold the key to who I wanna be   Solutions to my problems are just sitting right in front of me   I crush them up with a little bit of gun powder   I should be where i want to be in a half an hour   My mind trips i loose grip and sinkin' in   My eyes roll and takes control and it begins   Look in the mirror my relection slowing fades away   A monster staring back hard black and his soul decays   Theres nothing left but a shell and an urge to kill   No voices in my head just the will of a couple pills   A contact a metal mixed with XTC   A knife in my hand and I know what i expect of me   The bloodlust in the fear is what im lookin for   Rush in my veins as i rush and slowly bleed this whore   Its pure desire and it burns at me like fire   Mercades and a murder spree is what it takes to get me higher     [Chorus 4x]  Im rollin' hard im steady rollin (non stop)   When i fall nobody catch me (no) let me drop     [Verse 2:]  Under a strobe im so hypnotised my pulse races   Look atround the room and all i see is un-familiar faces   Girls dancing with glow-sticks and body glitter   Searching for the one as the face hits and lights flicker   And just as quick as the sensation hit my brain   I saw her in the corner glowin bright like an open flame   I passed her with pink hair and ponytails   Pale white skin with red lips just hot as hell   Our eyes met just like she saw right through me   Like she knew all my intentions but she walked up to me   And I aint sweatin it cause i had to make her mine   She came up turned around so i crept up from behind   Put my arms around her and she reached around my neck   And right in the begin she knew what was next   She was a pro and it made me want her even more   Took me in the room and closed the fuckin' door     [Chorus 4x]    [Verse 3:]  Slammed her against the wall I fucked this bitch in a rage   And with dialated pupils in my mind in a haze   I looked her in the eyes and i saw no fear   But saw the scars on her wrist and i knew why she was here   So i threw her on the bed and i ripped off her shirt   And the blood stain sheets from up under her skirt   I felt razor sharp pains when she dug in my skin   Thats when i started to see the room started to spin   And without even thinking I put my hands on her throat   And she didn even blink when she started to choke   She just stuck her nails in so deep that I bled   I wanted her to die and she wanted to be dead   With a single breath right when i let her go   Her eyes fell open when her body turned cold   She got what she needed and i got what i came for   So i left her on her back like a fuckin' filthy whore     [Chorus till end]