I don´t know since when I changed to such a cold hearted guy.  I have to warm this frosen icy lonely heart to thaw.  I like being wrapped with warmness more than anything else for sure.  I´m gonna make my coming days to be filled with laughter and joy.    I let myself down that I´m more curel than I thought I wold be.  Im just a loser who ends up by caring for my soul.  I´ve become a man from a kid and now turn back to a kid again.  I can now show and give my love a little more than before.    Sorrow is what I hate but it´s grown my sensations.  Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions.  Peace is always by my side but I´ve never felt it once.  Love is not the world only for the sweet romance.    Well I´m scared, scared, scared, scared to death.  And I´m scare to keep on going on my way.  Well I´m scared, scared, scared, scared to death.  And I´ll tell myself I´m special till the end.    Recalling my torn broken, aching heart of these long days.  And all the memories I wanted to forget for making leaps.  Recalling, aching, breaking, crying, making sure to me.  And I take all and grin at my future on the way.