Should I be safe at home   A stronger man who really should know   Better than to reach the edge and   try to fight this on my own      Can I be something I have yet   to see in my close friends   They've all lost their heads   And it's bringing me down   to the place where I'm supposed to...be   Responsibly...for now      Chorus:   I want it, I need it, just one more to Satisfy   Can't help it, feel nothing and nothing feels right      Should I be safe at home   I relapse quicker than you could know   My past compulsions breed convulsions   A sorry scene unfolds      Can I be weak when I'm stable   Strong in the cradle   Strung out in a fable    Where the hero gets saved   I've tried this before   Routines and rewards   What's gonna change      (Chorus)      I tried to find , inside, something civilized   Stolen, borrowed, bought   Any remnants of a man   Tookon too much too soon too afraid to fight   Struggled lost and won just to realize that I can't understand      I want it I need it   I want it I need it   Just one more, just one more   Just one more to satisfy   Like nothing will   Like nothing will   Like nothing will   Like nothing will   Like,,,      Puzzled missing pieces   They don't fit in   Cant help it   Feel nothing   Feel nothing