the vexing door bathed in death   chaos, propitious you. I know. I know. DIStic end   that child black out loxed room. land of Virus. fable. tonight. wasted.   wicked love is instant death twilight never question   illusions instal it. I do it. to ridden...   I'm a gonad. for love. horror believe you   Lesson 2, 1, door, go mad      sensation, prologue, melody, in the darkness of a dream   in the misty atonement, followed by a delicate shadow   the high, meddling voice that wraps around you is a vitriolic headache   collect the echoing decay in your pervasive voice and laugh      How? a gabby coma   only like a standout   feed it you      disaster, confinement, threat, diversion, falsehood - no more than a joke   plus faintness, symptom, always retrieve BLACK BOX   from many mouths in my head, regurgitated words, manipulation, caress   that drunken child also identically BLACK OUT      no reaction at all, won't be rescued from dreams   although it's best to let the bitter past die already.   one, two, the rain of our unclean severance   three, four, you're not there   one,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine,one,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine....