Paranoid am I an android A checker in a game of chess   Out of place I’m from outer space better than being a pawn I guess   I am deep in thought but not having any deep thought I am frayed   Always beg to differ but never make a difference it’s not ok      Why does this feel so empty   Why do I feel so numb   Why do the days all seem to come undone   Unsung      Gladly I sit with Boo radley even he speaks in tongues to me   The cupboards bare why do I even care the entire worlds greek to me   I will play along but I’m longing to be played out I’m afraid   I am lonely even when I’m not alone in Disarray      Not asking for a handout   Not asking for rewards   I know there must be something more   Something more      Pseudo Panacea this wound won’t heal   A faux antiserum this wound will never heal   Anti Antiseptic this cut wont fucking heal   I have a hole in my soul a hole that needs filled