i don't want to sound profound,    just like to give a little glimpse of agony erosion and despair    so tired.    I've been waning, I've been waiting for something to come around and see me struggling here after all these years.       anywhere. I wish I was anywhere       observation, calculation, I've read everything you've done    just to try and make your world seem clear.    no change    playing games and calling names, the scripts always seem to end the same      doesn't seem like anything is changing here.       ch       so sick and tired of burning out    pulling my hair and thinking about what life's supposed to be    no more    all these stupid words we say and all these stupid games we play    just for once I'd love to leave this place and cut free.       I wish I was anywhere but here.