I'm wandering in my remembrance  I have to realize the shattered past  in my confused subsconsciousness  I can't seperate the lies from the truth  no tears washed away my grief  I ever have to suffer my sceptical thoughts  emptiness fullfilled my sorrows  emptiness cuts deep in my heart     a tumor called fustration  pale of distress in a grey coloured time  the loss of cheerful sweetness  no wistfull wishes of warmth and love  in weakness I praise the autumn  in the depths of silence I lying in wait  emptiness fullfilled my sorrows  loneliness cuts deep in my heart     like an owl, I haunt trough the night  some strange thoughts in my mind  imagination or reality  on the path into insanity...     like a bird, I spread out my wings  some dying dreams, sweet memories  black clouds on a raging sky  on the flight into eternity...     open your mind to see, you will face yourself  hear the sounds of billow,  when the wind howl goodbye     you're failed in every pass of your life  ...in eternal bliss  you've tried to live each others dreams  ...in eternal bliss  try to embrace your shamfull past  ...the seeds of bliss  try to find the seeds of bliss  ...the seeds of bliss     a halfhearted life that calls out for changes  while you were living you've tried  to confirm the opposites  I thought I knew my business  but I've never comprehend     you've failed in every pass of your life  ...I've failed in every pass of my life  you've tried to live each others dreams  ...I've tried to live each others dreams  try to embrace your shamfull past  ...try to embrace my shamfull past  try to find the seeds of bliss  ...try to find the seeds of bliss