no one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should be  so knowing that you are where you want to be and I'm not comes as no surprise  but don't expect me to be happy for you  and don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too  I don't want your pity... I hate your pity    taste your vanity  its sweet bitterness as you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams  you took them all  I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile    as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes  I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy    beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries    suffer alone in emptiness  I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake  disgust lies deep within your empty gaze    beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries  send stares into your meaningless eyes    my envy can't describe how I loathe you for having all the stars  leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine  yet it's you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve  I'll tear off your face to see your smile    as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes  I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy