They told me I would feel fine in a few days  So confused people told me it was the only way  Now all I feel is remorse  My heart aches when I think about my child  I can only imagine your face  I let you be torn away from me in disgrace    Now all around me is regrets  Every morning I wish I could hold you in my arms  Or see you sleep dream in peaceful calm  But all I have is loneliness  I cannot bear these thoughts oppressing me    No-one told me I would feel like this  How can I escape I'm sick with sorrow  Has a baby just been slaughtered at my decree  Does anyone else feel like me    Why do you tell me these feelings are wrong  That child was alive within me now he is gone  In a few more days will the memories leave my head  Of my child who was living who now is dead  I cannot bear these thoughts oppressing me    No-one told me I would feel like this  How can I escape I'm sick with sorrow  Has a baby just been slaughtered at my decree  Does anyone else feel like me    The nightmares still haunt me the sickness as I wake  The repulsion I'm feeling is too much to take  Visions of pain in sleepless night haziness  Taking my mind morbid in craziness  There is a reason for things I still feel  So much unanswered wounds unhealed  Many are the times words of comfort are spoken  But still no release is here within my reach    You can't hear me my child as I cry for you  You could have had love that now far too late  I can feel for you    I have no-one to blame but myself  I have no-one to take a share of the blame  Their words bring no comfort to me  No this is not self pity  Until I die will I remain the same    God forgive me please forgive me  Forgive us all    God forgive me please forgive me  Forgive us all    God forgive me  Forgive us all    God forgive me please forgive me  Forgive us all  Forgive us    Through these tears hear my cries  Love and forgiveness I see in your eyes  My sin and misery you took in my place  Please release me by your healing grace  Lord my refuge is found in your peace  In your strength all my fears finally cease  You bring healing where darkness brought harm  I know the ones who died are resting in your arms