It's like I look too hard for you  And I can't see the change  Never tasting perfect  It’s never tasting the same  You'll have to bleed for me  If you want me to stay  And subtract the passion  From the pain    I need to die for this  I need to make this my last crusade  Because it's so mixed up  It's so fucked up and deranged  Lost in a passing thought  You've got nothing to lose  Except a portal to obsession and abuse    Was I still inside of you  When you told me  Not to continue  So why the fuck did you lie  And take a piece of this mind  And build me up just to be let down  And walk around like you don't even give a shit    You stand so close to the edge  You just might fall  I’ll give you one last kiss on the forehead  Before you lose your sight  You'll have to bleed for me  So much more tonight  And I can never let you turn  Into light, so    Was I still inside of you  When you told me  Not to continue  So why the fuck did you lie  You, you took a piece of this mind  And build me up just to be let down  And walk around like you don't even give a shit    I was not to blame  For making you deranged and angry  I’m dead now to your world  And you must suffer worse    You've got me itching and scratching  At this rash you gave me through  Your weakness your lies your disguise  I sit alone and I wonder  Why I wait here in darkness  Watching for  The glow of your face  To turn from dark into light    Was I still inside of you  When you told me  Not to continue  So why the fuck did you lie  You, you took a piece of this mind  And you build me up just to be let down  And walk around like you don't even give a shit    Why did you lie, Why did you lie  Why did you lie, Why did you lie    I was not to blame  For making you deranged and angry  I’m dead now to your world  And you must suffer worse