I am not the man I thought I was   I have tied a weight to my ankle bones   Now I take my wrongs to Davey Jones   And you can find a man with a better soul      I don’t ever want to see a face like that   So I’ve left my clothes on the river bank   I don’t want to face you with a heavy head   I’ve taken my body to the river bed      Sinking underwater   Fighting like a feather   Slipping underneath the world   This weight upon my shoulders   Crushing all my hopes   It’s thirteen times the strength   of anything I felt on earth      I am not the man I thought I was   Always let you down when you need me most   I am an American loading my gun   Pushing little children with plastic ones    these lyrics are submitted by Daniela Pinto