Mama! Can you hear me ... call your name ...  Am I to blame?  The lights are low, The four winds blow ...  Now! Where do we go?  Tears in your eyes ... mine full of lies  My heart cries ... it's time to die!    I'm livin' in the past, so my doctors say  I should wake up from my dreams  But livin' ain't easy in this world today  When you're surrounded by "terror-screams"  Officially declared insane  A number is not a name. A case without cure  They smile at me sayin' one thing's for sure ...  You've got to stop livin' in the past    Sharks in my bed, demons in my head  Bloody frames hang on the wall  Fires burning higher I hear the hangman's call  Voices from behind echo in my mind  Like an eye-sight to the blind  I'm trapped I am surrounded  Afraid I'm falling 'way behind    They're hunting me  Ooh, possessing me  Controlling me ... tellin' me ...    You are what you are, don't reach out for the stars  Calm down, turn around, with your face against the bars  Strangers in my bed music in my head  My candle's burning low  If only I could hide in my mother's womb  'Cause I don't know where to go    Officially declared insane  A number is not a name  A case without a cure  They smile at me sayin' one thing's sure ...  You've got to stop livin' - livin' in the past