Hold my finger   Fly what you never know   I will not bring you down I swear   Don't wanna fuck right now I'm chillin with ya   Just wanna lie here and make love spiritually   All alone with you   Your eyes I'm lookin through   When I wake up I promise I'll be      With you girl   Then I'll give you all of my attention   Damn right then I'll have my morning erection   I'll give you some lovin      Sometimes I like to do whatever you're into   Feeling this perfect moment   I'm so gone now that   I can't feel life      I'm so ashamed at myself to do this to you   It's all I'm good for now, chick please forgive me   And it ain't my stoner lovin finger hold   Goodbye to the negative vibes   Can we not just chill go to sleep with my arms around you   But then you scream and you're right I should be there for you   So now I try, check my pulse to make sure I'm alive   Sorry chick I can't get in      That mood now   Listen chick I can hardly function   My mind says chill and I don't need that affection   Sorry but I don't want to      Arrrrrgggghhhh      As I walk Woke up too late again   I think too hard   Cannot grip   Just what went wrong   So I light up      And I'll float away again   Start to lose this trap she kept me in   As I fly I try to knock out all of these negative vibes   I'm so bored as I float by   What is my destiny am I somewhere that I shouldn't be   I feel alone   But when I'm with you it's alright   But when I'm without you I'm so   And I feel so high   Feel close to you   You wont ever fly   But you want puppy lovin and 5 orgasms 'til the night is through   But it wont happen   Cos I don't like this way   Am I not as you imagine me   What you get is, what you see      OK it's up now we fuck I'll go put on a jonny   Open the pack then it's back flopping before me   Mind starts to hurt, you scream and talk to me like dirt   I wish you could know exactly      What I mean   I'm so fucked right now I'd not last anyway   You'd think I suck and never see me again   Just chill out chick, chill out see what I see