I hate this   I hate they way you me me hate myself   I hate the way you make me want you more   I hate they way there's nothing about me that i don't trust   I'm bleeding,   cut on shards   broken,   shattered dreams you left me with.   I can't breathe,   I'm careful not to fall into   your arms, once i'm there i can't get out   your eyes, tell a different story to your lips and i forget   they way you tear me up inside.   My heart speaks different to my mind and i'm left   with that could've been.   Sometimes I sit alone & watch the stars watch me   sometimes, i can't go on, i wanna give up   and sometimes i make a wish that you were here with me.   I'm stuck in a riddle   can't find the answers that i'm looking for.   And i remember how we drunk the time together   and how u said   " Stars are forever."   Then I realized that I colud make your life better    by leaving town,   well i'm leaving town for you;   I'm going home.   My heart has been severed you said stars are forever;   they didn't even show that night..