I will promise myself I won't care   Distracting myself from your stare   And I've seen this mistake once before   With your games I will never fall for   I've hung up my guns   I won't kill again      I won't forget you   I'm not gonna let you win   But I'm tired of lying   Tired of fighting you   And it's not gonna change      You ask for my heart   You know that I'm down   But not the way you lie to me   You tear it all apart and beg for me to say   I sail off to sea   I'm not coming back      Counting down, make that sounds   And you know it makes no sense   Counting down, 'til you mess around   And I know you can't ever change   When I'm trembling, thrown overboard   And I'm ready to relive the past   Counting down, make that sounds   Break the silence      Pretend it's not forever   I'll pull myself together   I'll say that I'll forget her   I'll breathe   And I'll say she never hurt me   And look at it as learning   And laugh about the good and the bad   Because I won't live forever   We don't belong together   I know I'll feel better   One day when I can make it through