I am the demon, cold-blooded demon   Bloodthirsty, hateful and cruel   Controlled by something living in my head   I am the demon, miserable demon   Fire burns in my head   Nobody saves me, nobody can      Bloodcurdled scream, shrieks in my head   Another nightmare, another death   My mental terror, my endless pain   Where is my sanity or am I INSANE!!      War inside my head   Fire burns within   There's no end in sight   Neurotic state I'm in   Time to take my life   Summoning the end   Pistol to my head, but I fail!      There's no remorse, there's no sympathy   Just a broken life of misery   There's no escape, this fatal insanity   My soul is damned for all eternity      War inside my head   Fire burns within   There's no end in sight   Neurotic state I'm in   Time to take my life   Summoning the end   Pistol to my head, but I fail!      I'm screaming to be free again      To end this pain and suffering      I am the beast, I'm the slave of my mind   And I am condemned to this torment for life      Life becomes death as I'm approaching the time   And my mind will be brutally torn apart   Death becomes life as I'm crucifying myself   Crush my existence and burn my soul's scar      Death... is teh answer   Death... without remorse   Voices telling me to do it again   Voices screaming out my name      Do it right now   Do it right now   How could I save my soul when I was born just to die   How could I save my soul when I was born just to die      I'm screaming to be free again   To end this pain and suffering   I can't end this game   I'll wake to do it again