I loathe all of these moments spent   Begging you to give me a sign, a smile   I hate these outlet nights spent drinking   Seing you with other guys   I hate these deja-vu's   All these things you made me hate   They all hurt so bad   Hope you're happy now    Seeing me as low as it can be    Maybe this joke was worth the stay    Maybe my dignity loss was worthed your smile   Maybe...      Is this the end ?    Cant think of the last time   I watched a girl like I used to watch you   Why did we ever meet in the first place ?   Was I worth the night ?    So many questions that are killing me    You left me heartless   How fun is it to watch me die ?    Why do you still keep on calling ?    You used to ignore me so well before   Maybe it's fun to see me so pitiful   Maybe my heart was worth the kill   Maybe...      I would have died for you...   I'm dead anyways...   All these dreams I had of you...   I have nightmare anyways...   Maybe it's life   Maybe its fine   Maybe...