let's see   let me think back   'cause it's been about five years now   and I'm thinking that I should be   a little bit more screwed up than I am   barely a bitter bone inside of me   I feel fine at least I think I am   and it's hard to admit   that this family is disfunctional   why don't I just give in   and make believe I'm struggling   within it all   let's see   let me think back   'cause it's been about five years now   and I'm not freaking out   I don't need to speak to someone   mom you know Ill be okay   trust me believe me hear me   this is my therapy   this is my outlet   this mic's her tape recorder   this stage her leather couch   let's see   let me think back   'cause it's been about five years now