I'm sick of going home alone,    So no I wont leave you alone   I'm not the kind of    man who will understand    you or your wishes   Unless you make them, clear to me   I don't see why, you wont tell me too      It's so easy for you to keep it   Quiet when you tell everyone but me   I don't claim or pretend to be perfect   I don't think I can let it go this time      Why wont you treat me fairly too   I'll listen no matter what it will do   To me and my weak self esteem   Laying with you, it felt like A dream      I can't hold it steady, the triggers letting loose   I'm falling, I can not be recluse      Hold me please don't let me go   You've had me, you've had more for so long   I can't hold on to you or anything   that won't slow, that wont slow me down.