Pulling myself apart today,   To see whats underneath,   I analyse the things I say,   Its a mystery to me.      Why cant I be normal like everyone else?   Why cant I become something more than myself?   I reach and I'm trying to believe in me,   But its just too hard to see.      Who am I now?   And when will I be found?   What if I drown?   Im going under now....      Lost like a ship without a sail,   And terrified to fail,   Sick of the sickness that I feel,   Its a mystery to me...      Why cant I be normal like everyone else?   Why cant I become something more than myself?   I reach and I'm trying to believe in me,   But its just too hard to see..      Who am I now?   And when will I be found?   What if I drown?   I'm going under now....      I'm going under now   I'm going under now      Who am I now?   And when will I be found?   What if I drown?   I'm going under now....   Who am I now?   And when will I be found?   What if I drown?   I'm going under now.