don't come in here    you'll see something ugly    it's not the kind of thing    you'd expect from a body    don't come in here    don't see me this way    with my knees on rice    and a prayer for the prey       my face is heavy    my mind is clenched    my eyes are disgusted    my hands are hot    my walls are green    my walls are red    I only cry wolf    when all my sheep are dead       don't come in here    I beg of you    yes there's love in my heart    but no hatred in my thoughts       don't believe in me    or anything that speaks    for you won't be deceived    by a human certainty       my face is heavy    my mind is clenched    my eyes are disgusted    my hands are hot    my floors are green    my floors are red    I only cry wolf    when all my sheep are dead       last night I had a dream about you    and in my dream you were only asleep    I sat in a chair and watched you    as you laid there so beautifully    the still of the night made me lonely       I wanted to touch you I wanted to feel you    I wanted things to be just like they used to be    except I'd keep all my promises    then I felt so ashamed       I was so ashamed    until I realized we're all guilty of that dream    and forever I wish you    a beautiful sleep