I'll wash it down   Just to block out all the sound   I never thought I'd be alone   Well look at me now      Sleepless nights   Painful goodbyes   Who the hell was I kidding   The room starts to spin   All alone and bleeding once again   Can you help make this   Make this fucking end      (Chorus)   Oh my god there must be something   Something to take the pain away   And so there's nothing you can give me   It's probably better off that way      Just forget   All I ever wanted    Was to forget   Bloodshots eyes and a starless sky   Who the hell are we kidding?      You look so content   I guess the bright side    Hasn't found me yet   Pull me up so I   Can catch my breath      (Chorus)      I live my life in the shadows   Of the things I've thrown away      (Chorus)