Tonight I'll stay awake long enough to stop breathing    and I wonder how long it will take before I pass out drunk off night skies    and lying on hills with wet grass below and blue black above-    I will carry all the weights tonight    ause I keep remembering the day that you said you might go crazy    if you spent one more minute with me    I've been thinking about those days and I don't know-    is one more minute going to kill you now?    Stop before I say too much-    so now I've been alone and it's been going but tomorrow might not come    if I don't let it so don't forget the mornings that we spent deep inside our heads   staring at blank walls 'cause that's what counts    and I don't know but I'm trying to let you go    but I can't cut so well these strings I have around my neck    and I'm trying to let you know that I'm doing this by myself-    so don't forget we sent letters to ourselves without words    and it was just to remember those days that we spent in our heads.