I've choked on the guilt   But you'll choke on me   My taste, & all whom I've tasted      Words, deepest of deep   From neck to my toes in this current that flows from a lie   These are the reasons of how and why that I found order      I'm tuning into the transmission radiating from you      It comes clear thru static   What once was emphatic,   Is a negative twelfth step recovering addict   I'll twist your knife inside this open wound       Heart, weighed best like lead   A dove that grew wings just to be pronounced dead by a boy   Not a man but a boy   A no merit critic that yearns to decree & dictate her order      Wrong enough on record, right enough in the heart   I never thought an infantry could tear us apart   If I'm dead to you now, wait till I fuck her      And I will talk a witness at hand   Without defense   A witness without a witnessing stand      I've choked on the guilt but you'll choke on me in her   You’ll choke on me in her