I would find it so, so beautiful   just to wake up next to you   in the morning sunshine shine through our window   like it used to      and i never thought i could be this type of fool   afraid to let go of my memories   and we both know   in this life   we find things to hold on to   please hold on to me      i am so certain ?   the way you picture hangs on the wall   sometimes i don't know what to do with myself   like everyone else i can give but i know i took and    ?      we go through life unaware of these precious things   more fixated with the pain love so often brings   when i lay down in my grave, buried   i'll be wearing a shirt and a tie and shoes and some pants and a suit and i i'll be so beautiful