It’s been 18 days   Since I had to look at myself   I don’t wanna have to change   If I don’t then no one will   Is it my state of mind   Or is it just everything else   I don’t wanna have to be here   I don’t understand it now      Cuz’ it’s been 18 days   Since I first held you   But to me it feels just like   It feels like a lifetime   I’m tryin’ hard to rearrange   But some say it’s the hardest thing to do   That’s another 18 days   Without you      Time after time   I’ve been through this   You’ve showed me what it means to live   You give me hope when I was hopeless   If my days fade to night   I’ll remember that state of mind   I’m soarin’ straight into your heart   Now fly high         Cuz’ it’s been 18 days   Since I first held you   But to me it feels just like   It feels like a lifetime   I’m tryin’ hard to rearrange   But some say it’s the hardest thing to do   That’s another 18 days   Without you      And I know what they say   About all good things   Will they come to an end   But I’ll fight this time   So that we might   Have a chance at this      Cuz’ it’s been 18 days   Since I had to look at myself   I don’t wanna have to change   If I don’t then no one will   Cuz’ it’s been too many days   Since I first held you   But to me it feels jus like   It feels like a lifetime   I’m tryin’ hard to rearrange   Some say it’s the hardest thing to do   But that’s just too many days   Without you      And I know what they say   About all good things   Will they come to an end   But I’ll fight this time   So that we might   Have a chance at this