I'm not so embaressed   Stupid boy, the meanest critical life   Together let me kill this nervous guilt   I know you heard, I swear it's never right   I get angry jealous dead, kick or hit me hard   I swear it hurts alright   Righteous boy deny what seems to obvious   Although it may be truly right   Try it together   Hope it never ends   Swear it feels this real   Though they protest and pretend   This lifes a meaningless dead end   Though a million sides to a story may discourage me sometimes,   Most days I feel alright   My middle name is doubt, I don't believe in happiness   I really tried to fight   Forever living nightmare, I could swear to cut to tear me   Always pull us apart   There lies a wall of simple love that always will protect us   It's true to the heart   Try it together   Hope it never ends   Swear it feels this real   Though they protest and pretend   This lifes a meaningless dead end   I like us together   I could be your friend   Not a pushy sister fucker or (Not a bully not to push and not)   To judge you   Just a best friend like I found in you