Shown up, beat down, fallen through ground   Looking up, out beyond my reach   I’m not good enough – I don’t wanna be      Excuses they blanket my mind   They’ll be the death of me before I die   As long as I think I’ll try   I’ll be alright      BLIND – to where I’ve been   I see only what is theirs   BLIND – to where I am   Why must I compare      I’m speaking not saying – anything   Of substance - not used to describe   My meaning      Distrusting, I learn to believe   I’m not good enough – I want to be   As long as I pretend to try   I’ll be alright      BLIND – to what I’ve done   To who has paved the way    BLIND – to what they see   And how will I repay      Bridge:   Open up my eyes to see the way I have to be   So fuck this shit that drags me down    I’ve paid the price to crawl this far only to    Slam into the wall of my own twisted mind   I’ve got to do it anyway