How many times must I go through this pain?   So Many loved one slost with nothing gained   Sometimes I feel like I can't go on   Where do we go when we move to the great beyond?   It really seems so hard today   Don't think I can keep going on this way   So Many things that remind me of you   Please tell me what is there left for me to do?      I know that someone must feel the same   This cold hard emptiness drives me insane   I always feel as if something's wrong   These feelings I have are really much too strong   Sometimes I don't know what to say   It weighs too heavy now - it kills my brain   So Many times that I think of you   Please help me do what I need to do      So Many fears so much pain   So many tears who is to blame?   Out of my mind thinking of you   Why must we die what can I do?      I'm looking for the answer   Don't fear it today   I'm looking for the answer