Verse One:      My life today, there is just nothing left to live for, I have to feel for a heart beat just to check that I am still here. I walk the way they tell me. Because I'm not me anymore, and I know I'm going under because there's nothing left to fear.      Bridge:      And I don't know exactly what it is that makes me cry, it's hard to grasp exactly what is keeping me alive.      Chorus:      I stop and hold my breath, it gives me time to think a little bit. I feel there's nothing left. Maybe you'll realize that I don't give a shit. Because I am not going to be how you remember me. If life was my job, then I quit!      Verse Two:      I don't remember what I did with all the good stuff. I forgot that I'd need it when my life has fallen apart. Last December I was told it wasn't enough just to take things as the come, you've got to plan it from the start.      (repeat bridge and chorus)      "What do you want to be when you grow old?", my teacher said to me. I said I'd do this and that when I came to it. If life's a game, then I forfeit!      (Repeat Chorus X2)