I cannot look back   Memories I lack of my yesterday   As I serve the shame   Nothing left to blame, tears fill my eyes      Caught in this pain I'm feeling   Pouring rain hits my face   Stay on this course we've plotted   Trust in fate will guide me home      I live day by day, alone   Still trying to find my way home   I try to heal these wounds I've made   Trying but can't 'cause I'm still so afraid      Lost inside of me   Drifting in the sea, no beacon no light   Guides me on my way   So again I stray, why have you lied?      Thought I was safe from feeling   Weights of stories both past and foretold   Seasons of manic dreaming   Lust and hate, these things unfold      I live day by day, alone   Still trying to find my way home   I try to heal these wounds I've made   Trying but can't 'cause I'm still so afraid