again and again   again and again   i tell myself to forget   why i couldn't sleep   again and again   again and again   i tell myself that this   is just my plague   the rumors are true   fall prey to the hype   their words crawl on me   like spiders in the night   is this so interesting   that you can talk talk talk   step up to the mic   this is all your fault   i tell myself   that this is my plague   broken backs   and whispers   sleepless nights   without her   the rumors are true