monday morning,   i never even saw the sun go down.   sunday's sermon,   still in my head but barely hanging on.   short lived wake up   is there any way to retain this thought?   as guilt is built up   i look at my heart and see what i'm not.   i know that i'm waiting to find something new.   i'm never going to learn more   unless i can focus more on You.   i think i fought a fairly good fight   and i know i won. truth is, i lost   i should have placed my life in the hands of the Son.