i look at your pictures in those dirty magazines...   i get real excited if you know what i mean...   i look through the closet to find what you've left...   i break down in tears when i out on your dress...      she said that life is hard and i probably won't succeed...   and if i did would you even care...   she said i'm so nieve that one and makes three...   but i still know that i can't wait forever...      i put on your makeup and i go out in drag...   guys pick me up because they think that i'm a fag...   people make fun of me but i don't care what they say...   i feel i'm with you when i wear your lingere...      i sit and watch the videos that we made...   i lay on the couch and i masturbate...   people make fun of me but i don't care what they say...   i feel i'm with you when i wear your lingere...