the rain sure falls down hard on my head tonight   but nothing like that matters much anymore   cause i was throwing you sideways glances all night   and you know, the only thing you did was look at the floor      depression never felt so good.   not as good as it never felt tonight   and this rain...?   the usual cold just doesn't feel the same   not tonight, not tongiht, not ever, not ever      you know, lets back up a few weeks now,   living my life day by day, by day somehow      you showed me what it was to have a conversation   to actually know what it is like to talk with meaning   and you know what? id give anything   just to be sitting on your couch right now   id give up the world in an instant.   just for one more day      you know, i feel as though i let you down   as if somehow its all my fault      but you know what?   oh well   or at least thats what i used to think   now i just dont know.