i was born naked and red   tied to my mother as she screamed and bled   and the tubes of light and all the sadness   swimming in my head      the truth is a root that twists like a horn   looping and gnarled and splintered and thorned   tangling me for ever and ever   do you ever wish you’d never been born?      Wrap my name in insence and myrhh and seal it up within   Remember the way we begin   Then lay and sleep and never wake   Sadness never ends      I can’t feel anything   Save me