i wish i didn't feel this way   i'll waste my time, i waste my breath   you say "hold on, don't ever forget"   it's impossible and we both know it         so you said maybe we could be "just friends"   leave this how it is and go on from here   just disappear, just disappear   "why are so you depressed all the time" you ask    but i have no reply   inadequacy has no reason, it's just a lack of being   or maybe never having been anything at all.