I have 10,000 things to say    in every thought with held    in each intangible way       and just to think I'd never have    the chance to feel this way again    was such a dream    not past or gone away    jade has not yet killed me       as long as I can play here with my    could eclipse the rainy days till I'm dead       Tell me what I want to know    Take me where I want to go       and to think we'd go past    the parts we've never seen before    was not a dream    not so far away    to neither deny or accept what could be       I've never felt alive, but I've never died    but its not because that I have not tried    Endings mostly never mean goodbye    but do answer the "what if's" well    Good Luck in Chicago.       with this fleeting time    beauty is something that    can hold my hand and    break my heart       There's something as sincere    you cannot hide    Pretentous not, I can tell    so would you please consider?       but I gave up this time    and can only hope tomorrow    wont be like this    I've made up my mind    and just to be like yesterday    is my only wish