I'm stuck here in this lingo now   I've got so many things on my plate   I live in fear of the coming days   It's so hard to trust you   But I really want to trust you      Well I'm starting to today      When I've gone away   Will the things that I've done   Be worth what they'll say   When I'm at the gate   Will the ones that I've loved   Lead my way to you   Oh I'm waiting for that day      No one told me life would be this way   Or maybe I wasn't listening that day   Is it okay to feel this way   Or should I be a little stronger   I want to be a little stronger      When I find out it was always you   That brought me to my knees   Oh I fell so hard   Is it all in your master plan for me   Or am I just a waste of your time