i hate you still   yet i imitate you   you're in my dreams   pushing me around   i move my mouth   i watch her cry   its killing me   and you wonder why   always said i wouldn't be that way   i always said i wouldn't be that way   capsized   cut down to size   Capsized   like colors bleed   now they're all the same to me   i feel his hand   and i know   i'm damned   a puppet on a string   and the man behind the screen   this is the last time i treat you like that   this is the last time i act like a man   this is the last time i drink myself to sleep   this is the last time i act before i think   oh, but the things kids say