You're on your way to the bottom   at least you know where you're going    and even when I'm sinking I feel sad   see I never let down and I never let go   guess that means I'm invisible   and all that time I really missed my pride      And I'm living a black hoax   living a black hoax lie   wherever you left me   that's where my heart still lies      Once at night where I reside   I lay there still where I want to cry   and I broke the bed and its matress springs   I told them I'll break the bread    but I'll hog the wine   gather around, just forget in time   oh I really miss my pride      I'm living a black hoax   living a black hoax lie   wherever you left me   that's where my heart still lies   wherever you left me   that's where my heart still lies