From the minute you saw it   By the time it left my mouth   I know you wouldn't want it   But I had to have it out   I saw your smile   I felt it   Now I just can't believe   There was no knowing deception underneath      All that time   Did it pass while you were looking back waiting?      I asked for the truth everytime   And now the ugly details   Are stuck in my mind   And there's a preminition   I keep putting off   And the more time passes   The more I get soft   I'm standing up there   In a weakened state   And it's not great      All that time   Did it pass while you were looking back waiting?   Often I'm waiting on the one   That maybe won't come   Waiting      And I'm not saying anything   You think that I forgot   I'm not saying anything   But I'm thinking a lot