when she was 19   she had a fever   but the office was now closed   when she was 19   pushing the window   into her parent's home      is that your boyfriend   is that your girlfriend   with all this nonsense   prevent confusion      she is our miscreant   she is our detox   she is our dagger in the dark   she is the knot mess   she is the undressed   she is the boy borne in my heart      while you sit on the fence i will burn in hell