why do i set myself up again   knowing that i'm not him   hiding in the corners of my mind   in the shadows of disaster   that is where i play   that is where i dwell      chorus:   These are the darkest days of my life   these are the darkest shadows of my mind   these are the darkest thoughts i've had   like the sand of an hourglass   these are the darkest days of our lives      hiding in the shadows   flirting with self destruction   trying to find a light   to shine through to you   i want to tell you everything i'm feeling   i want to you feel me from the inside   to let you know i'm everything he is plus more   to show you i care just a little more      chorus      it is just a double tragedy   one for you and one for me   it's a tragedy you'll never see   it's a tragedy you'll never be with me   if only you could hear me out   if only you could see through my eyes