here i am, i've done it again. what went up now has a grim end. my face is dark save for a line of tears. my face is light as regret and sorrow near. i am, so unfinished. i am disgusted by the signs i show. i am, so unfinished. a rotting life you helped grow. no longer regarded as i used to be. others try my place as i sit so quietly. they have watched as i have closed my eyes. they have watched as i have killed the light. i am, so unfinished. i am disgusted by the signs i show. i am, so unfinished. a rotting life you helped grow. when will i walk from lost lies? i can only pray for a right mind. will there be a day i am completed? and if that day comes will we be defeated?