i can finally breathe.    somehow i don't feel weak.    now it's time to fall asleep.    i can finally breathe.    i can finally see.    i've drank enough for you and me.    just when it all made sense.    at least wait until i can breathe before you leave me.    before you suffocate me.    come home soon.    if you should return.    a picture, a postcard, before my heart starts to burn.    you're an ocean away.    can you feel me bleeding your name?    can you see me screaming red and suffocating?