Once begun, you never really thought of anyone   Days turned to years and you never seemed to care at all   I'm doing fine, I taught myself how to be   But all I can say is I never speak,    No I never speak of it at all      So what the hell are you doing here?   It's been so long I thought you disappeared      Time makes me pay, I look into your eyes in mirrors   All you ever were was a little picture on the wall   I lied awake imagined better times with you   Of what could have been I    Never speak, no I never speak of it at all      So what the hell are you doing here?   It's been so long I thought you disappeared      Oh, did you even notice you left me there all alone?   No one else but me there ever wanted to believe in you   I was stupid, got caught up in a dream   That was never around      So here you are, wanting to know me now   Say you have changed and you're sorry that you hurt us all   While you were gone, we learned to get by just fine   So what could have been well,   Never speak, no never speak of it at all      So what the hell are you doing here?   It's been so long I thought you disappeared      Oh, did you even notice you left me there all alone   No one else but me there ever wanted to believe in you   I was stupid, got caught up in a dream   That was never around